Fear has it’s way of creeping up on you. Just when you thought you were safe, fear slinked its way into your line of sight. Giving you tunnel vision of just fear. The fear overcomes you and pulls every negative feeling you could possibly harbor. Emotions that you did away with because the positives out-weighed the negatives.
Sometimes you are able to muster up every ounce of strength to fight. And sometimes you succumb to its will and let the emotions devour you. When that happens, it seems to radiate off you with such strength that people close to you are concerned. But what they don’t understand, is that this time it’s different. Every other time this happened, with every bit of will-power, I was able to overcome at a faster rate.
Not this time.